Hahaha See the line -.- that’s a tan line… Craaaaaap.
Ahahaha I have no words for this. It was subosed to be a rugby scrum :/.
I jumped off this.. Not that high but well chuffed with myself :D
It’s been over a year since my best friend fell away from God. I show alot of my best friends on here but she was my Best Friend.
She nearly lived in my house. Ate all my food…all the time. My mom loved her. We housed her when she had no place to go. My siblings loved her.
She had an amazing testimony. She’s originally from Malaysia, she moved here when she was 10 & her family’s Buddhist. She got saved a year after moving here so did her mom. She was a significant character in our church. Always involved in youth & outreaches. She genuinely loved Jesus with all her heart. Then her brother was killed in a car accident & that was a horrible blow for her family, but she depended on Jesus.
Then a year & a half ago temptation came in the form of a flirtatious attractive male. I warned her it wasn’t good for her, she knew it was wrong cause she fought her feelings for a couple months. He wasn’t a Christian. She reassured me she would bring him to church & never fall away cause of ‘some guy’. But once the devil has a foothold he’ll do anything to get you completely in his grasp.
She quickly stopped coming to youth because he wouldn’t come with her. Then stopped coming to Wednesday night meetings cause they had jobs & study. Then eventually stopped coming altogether. She’s come through the doors of the church, twice in the last 9 months, she used to come more than twice a week. She’s big into the party seen & regularly my Facebook homepage is crowded with pictures of her all over her boyfriend with numerous cans around her & completely out of it. She’s my ‘ten day twin’.
What’s even worse is she’s now dragging my best friend now, down the same path.
The enemies grabbing hold of this generation especially the ones representing Christ. He doesn’t just want one he wants all. He’ll do anything to catch your attention & you need to be ready. Worship. Read. & Pray.
I miss her.
Batman ice cubs :O they think of everythingneed to get thesee
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Something people don’t know about me, iv mastered the art of slapping on a smile & nobody asks questions.
The first three photo’s where in a time where I was struggling with cutting & starving myself. Why? Because my entire life, from the 3rd week into play school up until two years ago I was bullied. Not just by people in my class consistently but by anyone wherever I went.
Nobody understands how I despise myself. Every last inch of myself, because of some lowly childhood taunts.
Words are dangerous. I say none of this for sympathy, I say this to warn you set out everyday to go out of your way to make one person smile, to hold your tongue when harsh words surface.
The saying ‘sticks & stones may break my bones but words will never hurt’ is a statement so far from the truth, words hurt.
Never let someones words get to you as much as they did me.